sangkut

dah lama berhajat nak update blog ni
tapi ada masalah situ dan sini

aritu maklumlah, jiwa belum begitu tenteram
takde hati nak duduk mengadap lappy
bilik CSI (tis computer room) ni pun dah lama tak bertamu
semak berdebu je rasanya
resit2 lama berlonggok-longgok belum masuk file
surat2 lama lagi

aritu bila dah lega sikit, baru nak menjenguk lappy
tetiba power adapter pulak buat hal
pengsan

pastu kemalasan melanda balik
asalkan boleh ber connecting kat phone, dah cukup bagus rasanya
m2u, fb, twitter, emails...kaultim

pastu si suami mula komplen
computer takbleh guna so kerja pun tertangguh
document2 tertangguh, maka kerja pun tak boleh proceed
baru lah kelam kelibut sikit this secretary
hidup perlukan duit juga

arini at last gagahkan juga mencari power adapter
menjejak 2-3 kedai ler jugak..
alhamdulillah dah dapat
walaupun terpaksa burn lagi barang rm tiga ratus
apa nak buat,
guna duit untuk kerja, kerja untuk duit, duit untuk hidup, hidup untuk ibadah

arini juga rasa agak lega
dah jumpa apps phone yg convenient & flexible utk tracking budget
tak payah bukak lappy.

malam ni bercita-cita nak kemas bilik CSI ni lah
baru lah semangat nak buat kerja
=)

recover

i'm feeling better
she has secured the best place in my heart, that will always be
our memories with Ma will never be forgotten
she's the best mother for us, ever

yesterday, 9th february
it's 16 years now since arwah Abah left us for his eternal destiny

May their souls be placed among the pious
and blessed by Him, The Most Gracious

ketentuan

im not in good state to write
im recovering

things seem had happened too fast
tho we had been dealing with the possibilities for quite long time ago

im recuperating
im adjusting
to accept the very truth

my mother is no longer here
not in the bed, nor at hospital
but she remains at her very best place in our hearts

innalillahi wa inna ilaihi raaji'un

4th February 2011, Friday