breezy & hungry

it's kind weather now
tis morning was downpour, leaving cool air after
bright and breezy
alhamdulillah

somehow it makes me hungry
errm..not really bcos of tis weather
it's just i havent taken my lunch
now i'm contemplating about making CUCUR
should i?

since being "home alone" (my Jr. is not sharing my food, and not sharing his foods either)
i'm soooo malas to prepare food, especially lunch
and tapau food is not so tempting anymore

cucur bilis with sambal sardine
yummeh

or, cucur udang...plus small cut kangkung
aiseh

i gotta find something now

bisnes jaga anak

these few days i selalu terserempak dgn kawan2 lama
sesetengahnya customer2 lama masa ber bisnes dulu
alhamdulillah...mungkin berkat keikhlasan, anytime bila terserempak dengan diorang, masih bertegur sapa bertanya khabar
besar nikmat silaturrahim
sesetengahnya kawan kuliah dhuha
masa berkuliah tahun lepas, tapi dah lama tak pegi atas sebab2 tertentu
bila sambung balik bulan lepas, alhamdulillah jumpa lagi geng2 mokcik pencen ni
(mind you, i think i'm the youngest among us..ehehehe..saya warga pesara awal)

soalan lazim bila jumpa balik akak-akak dan mokcik-mokcik ni.
"buat bisnes apa sekarang?"
"err...bisnes jaga anak"
*senyum*

senyum ikhlas. tapi dalam hati selalu terfikir, semuga niat ku juga seikhlas senyum ku

sebenarnya, bukan senang ya...
nak jaga anak full-time
i donno lah orang lain kan, tapi bagi i kan, i rasa mencabar amat

selalu orang cakap,
"alah...anak sorang je senang.."
*gulp!*

itu mungkin bersesuaian untuk type anak2 yg tidak hyper

sebab...
ish..i tak nak la bagitau detail kan, karang macam membuka pekung di dada anak ku pulak

honestly, i rasa lebih senang kalau ada anak yg ramai
maksudnya lebih dari seorang, dan jarak umur yg agak dekat
sebab, they grow up together
gaduh2 tu biasa la kan
but anyhow, they will help each other
and they learn faster

tapi...itulah,rezeki bukan ditangan kita
semuanya datang dariNya

kadang-kadang, hati yg lemah ni terdetik juga
bukan mudah untuk bersabar, dan terus bersabar.
cuma kepadaNya kita berserah dan mengadu
semoga "bisnes" ini mendapat ganjaran di akhirat

of late

late
it's 12.55am, malaysia time..when i start hitting these keys
i cant rest my eyes

of late
i guess i'm not really so sure
what i really want for my life
more of myself

of late
i've been contemplating about working
sometimes tht classic idea knocking my head again
but
but
...and but
i have these many (few) reasons tht opposing, still

of late
i'm not so sure
what's my true passion?

gud (late) nite
and happy weekend

drowned

Disclaimer : Perhatian perhatian...ibu ibu bapak bapak...

sebenar benarnya, saya BUKAN tergolong di dalam kelompok peminat penyanyi ini

cuma...saya (agak) suka lagu ini. Tu jer...

Dan sejujurnya, saya lebih suka Usop Wilcha! Ahahahaha...

pelancong tempatan

last sunday we enjoyed our short trip to klcc.

haha..mcm big deal jek..

actually, this Mr of the house is not kaki-shopping

not at all

paling payah nak ajak dia masuk shopping complex

boring katanya

kalau setakat nak jenguk-jenguk, jalan-jalan, window shopping dipendekkan citer

confirm dia tak layan.

so normally our weekends quite boring

me & Jr. at home, while he the Mr. menebas ditengah padang di panas terik

tapi dia layan...

last sunday aritu dapat lah jugak cilok Mr. bawak ke klcc

rasanya last sekali kitorg pegi, was 2 months back

mmg kaki kampung lah we all

hehe

gambar ni i ambik 2 bulan lepas. cantik kan?

pusing-pusing kejap, i berkenan beli t-shirt untuk si Jr.

t-shirt twin tower, mcm tourist lah we all...

minah yg jaga booth tu siap tanya si Jr..where are you from? *errrk*

nampak sgt orang sini tak heran nak beli t-shirt souvenir, kan

pusing-pusing sikit lagi, Mr ajak masuk Isetan

mmg dia dah aim kat tempat tu je lah

dah tak pandang benda lain kalau masuk Isetan

dia dah melekat kat tempat golf

dgn si anak nya pun excited sama

kurang 10 minit pastu, dia datang

"i want to buy new set, can kah?"

adooii...tetiba

mana nak cekau RM lagi

"okay"..tu je yg i mampu jawab.

Tu lah lelaki

bila ajak jalan-jalan susahnya amat

tapi tetiba dia plak yg shopping sakan

hangus beriban

*note : i cuma kenyang lunch :(

t-shirt si pelancong kanak-kanak

cat & dog

petang tadi hujan lebat
syukur alhamdulillah
hujan tu kan rahmat
semoga hujan yg turun itu sebagai rahmatNya yg mencurah-curah
bila hujan lebat mcm tu, omputeh kata raining cats & dogs.

kebetulan.
nak citer pasal orang tu. Orang tuuuutt....haha
Katakan si A la kan.
Kisahnya, si A memang tak sukaaa sangat-sangat dgn orgB.
Apa2 yg berkaitan dgn B, mesti dia komplen.
Pernah dulu si isteri si A kemaruk tengok drama dari negara B
Rimas betul si A masa tu.volume suara drama pun terpaksa di perlahankan
Katanya orang2 tempat si B suka tiru keluaran negara si A.
Copycat mcm tu.
Dan katanya, si B pun mcm tu jugak.
Berdendam dengki kat si A.
Adalah sebab musababnya, tapi cerita tu dah lama berlalu.
Cuma kesannya masih berbekas, katanya.

Dijadikan cerita.
Si A dapat offer baru. Company ni sediakan beberapa kemudahan, termasuk kereta.
Alaah kereta pinjam, company yang bagi, ambik je la kan.
Tapi...rupa-rupanya kereta yg dibagi tu kereta buatan negara si B.
HAHAHAHA!
Kelat lah juga muka si A. Tapi, barang free punya fasal, terima lah jua.
HAHAHAHA!
Seronok arini si Isteri si A ejek-ejek kenakan dia.

Itu lah orang kata, kadang-kadang macamana pun kita tak suka,
kalau dah rezeki kita, terima lah saja.
mungkin ada hikmahnya...
cat & dog pun mungkin kadang2 berdamai juga.

lagu yang ditujukan khas untuk si A :)

ceciter

title kat atas tu mcm aura happy je kan, aura Usop Wilcha

tapi citer sebenarnya adalah sebaliknya...

petang tadi, masa dinner

oh btw, selalunya kami makan dinner awal

Mr K (the husband) balik keje pukul 6.30 ptg, selalunya mmg time tu lah

so saya The Isteri Mithali-Wannabe ni will try to make sure, by 6.30 makanan dinner dah tersedia

makan-makan then kemas-kemas, so by Maghrib semua dah settle

kononnya mcm tu lah rutin sepatutnya

okay, berbalik kpd tajuk asal

so masa dinner tadi, walaupun dinner yg sgt simple sahaja

berlaukkan sardin sambal, telur goreng dan sayur buncis goreng berudang

nampak si suami tetap berselera

tetiba, si suami membuka cerite

(ceciter..ceciter)

katanya...

today neh...

i read from internet

a story. about a kid in japan

about tsunami? (i mencelah)

yes yes...

so this kid, four years old...

a girl? (i mencelah lagi...)

yes yes...

her mother missing during tsunami

now she stay with her grandmother

and neh..today suddenly she draw her mother picture

(alamak..tetiba i rasa tekak dah tersekat)

and she said, "i want to be waves..."

"because i want to meet Mother"

(i dah tunduk...menahan perasaan...dan si suami juga tunduk diam)

(can we take her as our daughter? can we bring her here? i bersuara tetiba)

no no...she stays with her father also

and neh..

she said, "if i become waves, i can hug Mother"

(aiseh..sardin sambal tetiba jadi pahit rasanya)

and neh..her father teach her, now her mother stays in the sky

and show to her, the most big star, that's her Mother

and that kid say...

"so i want to be the small star...i can stay near Mother"

....

....

(i diam. Pilu)

....

....

then i turned to our Jr. who's savoring his plateful of nasi goreng

and i said

i think if we ask Ummar, he must say he wants to be RICE.

his utmost desire

*geleng-geleng*

bawal power

sape penah dengar nama mcm kat atas tu?
itu nama kedai kat kota dsara, menu nasi putih & ikan bawal yg digoreng panas-panas, dihidang dgn sambal belacan dan kuah
mmg best...tapi..kalau kita masak kat umah lagi powerrr kot
;)

anyway,
this entry is not dedicated to promote that kedai
let them doing good with their business
but i want to write about my current passion for TUDUNG BAWAL
yess..i'm back to my jaman rumaja memories

dulu-dulu.
when i was in teen ages,
and early twenties..this tudung bawal was very hot back then
almost all gadis-gadis sunti universiti pakai tudung style ni
with sulam-sulaman, it started with
then evolved into more choices...extra sulam la, dah nak macam pokok jadi nya kat kepala :)
then ada pulak style berbatu-bata, berkilau-kilauan
aargghh...i hate that most
faux okay..

kemudian,
when i started working phase, i chose to change my tudung style..chewwaahh..konon ya
no more tudung bawal..old skool lah katakan (mweekk)
then i invented my scarf collection
bertimbun-timbun, almost separuh almari baju yg kecik tu
floral scarf..cantik..but kecik lah
donned with my casual attire, jeans & shirt
maklum la..kerja kat site, sunburn sama bangla jugak

lepas tu pulak,
once dah married, few months later site project pun siap, and i was transferred into operation
keje dalam ofis balik, small office but at least more comfortable than site office
then..style awning hit the town
it was started with munawwarah..i must say they are pioneer in this tudung awning affair
so i was crazee about this munawwarah
almost every week i visited their boutique
satu-satu i angkut
mana yg design baru keluar, i pun nak
hoh hoh speaking of bad nafs
itu lah bahayanya bila ada duit sendiri
semua terdetik semua nak dibeli
soon later, banyak la pulak tudung manufacturer yg lain pun follow
i saw tudung awning everywhere
everywhere..and of cos they are much much cheaper
so i felt intimidated (boley?)
it's like no exclusiveness in the price i paid for munawwarah before
aiseh..so when tudung awning syle flooded the town (and the country actually), i put it down
plus, i found that it's not easy to maintain tht awning shape after few washes

then,
i lost my favourite style
i tried tis, that and few others
but it doesn't really suits me

until.
recently, i decided to go back into my old style
tudung bawal
so far it makes me feel better
and this week alone, i went to infamous Jalan Tar already twice
hunting for tudung bawal :)

let's see..
how long this re-connected love will last
;)

xoxo

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