bila sekolah bercuti

walaupun sehari
walaupun si suami tidak berada disisi
kerana kompeni tidak bercuti

peluang "bercuti" tidak disia-siakan sama sekali
walaupun tidak kemana-mana menghibur hati
maka masa digunakan mengemas rumah seorang diri

penat lelah tidak terperi
manakan tak, belum sempat siap kat sini, kat sana dah bersepah lagi
sepatutnya dah slim empunya blog ini

hasil akhirnya agak memuaskan hati sendiri
walapun tak seberapa namun tetap berbunga dalam hati
sengih sorang-sorang bila tengok gambar ni

sempat jugak si kecik tu enterprem harta2 dia kat bwh tu

pucuk orkid yang "pernah" mati sblm ni

senang

saya merasa senang
bila jumpa orang yang berfikiran positif
walaupun baru kenal, tapi seakan rasa mudah saja mesra

alhamdulillah
hari ni Allah membuka peluang saya berjumpa lagi dengan kawan saya dan keluarganya
walaupun dah agak lama kami tak berjumpa, tapi jodoh pertemuan di aturkan Nya

berbual mesra, saya sangat senang mendengar nasihat dpd mak dia
mungkin saya rindu akan waktu-waktu sebegitu
berkongsi cerita dengan bonda

kebetulan adik kawan saya ada masalah yang hampir sama dengan anak saya
jadi saya merasa sangat senang bila mak dia berkongsi pengalaman
pahit manis yang dilalui membesarkan amanahNya

saya merasa senang
bila dapat berkongsi pengalaman dan kesulitan
seolah sedikit bebanan terurai

dan yang pasti
saya merasa sangat senang bila seseorang meyakinkan
JUST HAVE FAITH IN ALLAH
DUN WORRY ABOUT THE FUTURE
EVERYTHING IS IN HIS HANDS

MashaAllah...how beautiful
she reminds me of the greatest power above all
and that simply take away my doubts & worries

Thank You Allah,
for strengthen my faith in you again
during this trial

I am nothing
but Your little servant.

# this post specially dedicated to my friend, Sharifah Farina & her lovely Family

tak sempat

tak sempat nak update blog & bloghopping
bila byk benda dibuat dan nak dibuat dalam masa singkat

tak sempat nak cerita pasal last weekend short trip
we will visit penang again inshaallah

tak sempat nak membelai diri
bila banyak kerja menunggu

tak sempat nak update budget planner
walaupun cashflow laju je mengalir keluar

tak sempat nak bagitau
iPHONE YANG KOMA DARI TAHUN LEPAS SEKARANG DAH OK!
bye bye iPhone4 dream, tis long waiting & patience is really paid-off
i heart my OLD 3GS , dulu kini dan selamanya...

flen

Second week of schooling has passed. Almost nicely

Ummar seems enjoying his mornings at BKC, since the first day. Alhamdulillah
New friends, new teacher, new place but he can adapt pretty well.

He enjoys playtime, Teacher Claire commented. He refused to follow classes, he couldn't stay long for tableworks. Mommy just smiled. That's my boy, Teacher. He's gonna improve soon, Mommy prayed quietly.

And he loves building blocks. He plays with other 2 boys. Mommy grinned. See that's why i want him to mingle with his peers. That social skill and sharing interest are very essential for his growth, at least for his childhood memories.

The other day, as usual Teacher Claire reported his daily activity. He didn't take his lunch at all. He refused. But Husni shared a piece of choc cake with him. He ate. And Husni didn't share with anybody else, only with Ummar. Ha ha ha...sweet lil kids huh. Husni is a boy, but not a newcomer. Sometimes he tried to talk to me whenever I saw him around, but he's quite shy. Nice lil boy.

There is a girl, Amirah. Cute and chatty. Since first time we met, she enjoys my presence. We always had a good talk, tho short.
Amirah, how old are you?
I'm three. (she sounds like lil chipmunk, very cute voice)
Are u sure?
And Teacher Claire snap, Yeah she's three..and she's turning thirty! Ha ha ha...

Amirah is really cute. Yesterday I was late to pick up Ummar. When i reached there, Amirah was around too.
Once she saw me at door, she burst...
We are still here..we not yet go back
(oh pity)
Then she went on..
Aunty, is he a Boy or a Girl? (while pointing to Ummar)
Err..what do u think?
I think HE'S a GIRL...because his hair is like this..long.
Ha ha haa...
Can u tie his hair? (and showed me a rubber band)
HA HA HA...

mistakenly a girl

And today i just learnt that they are now Partners In Crime. Both of them like to sneak out and taking turns ride the purple car outside.
=)

lone

i used to be a Lone Ranger
since i started my working phase
from the first company, until the last

i used to work at site
and being the only female engineer on command
worked under the sun, struggled with dust, and suspicious eyes of workers

i used to handle things by my own
cos i thought it's the way a grown-up must do
tho sometimes it broke some hearts went down wrongly

but lately something keeps worrying me
about being alone, in future
if this wealth of health is retrenched
wht am i gonna do

fall sick and alone is a nightmare
fall sick and single-parenting is worse
Lone Ranger is not superhuman, afterall

May Allah bless us with the best of health and imaan...till the end of time
Ameen

risau

about my mom

i have prepared, i guess. but now i am not
i pity her, i've tried all the best i could
and now, my best seems not enough
i dun want to regret
as i regret about my farewell with my dad
it's dredging

i'm collecting my best guts
to say the best i could offer
and to do the best i could

life is bitter
when we (almost) know that we are losing

:'(

shocking sunday

situasi di counter jusco OU pagi tadi. level alat elektrik.

tetiba...

A Mamat : you cut Q. i'm behind here
A Pakcik : I DUN CARE!
A Mamat : what do u mean I Dun Care. I'm here and you cut in.
A Pakcik : FU*K YOU! FU*K YOU!!!

(me & few ppl around : "awed")

And it continues...
A Pakcik : I dun care where u come from. Dun stay here
A Mamat : People in my country have good manners not like you
A Pakcik : Go back to ur country. Dun come here. F*CK YOU!!!
A Mamat : F*ck your A**H*LE

And it continues...until they both left.

Note :
The Pakcik looked so decent. It's so surprising when he started to shout the "F" word, repeat and repeat. He did really mean it.

Moral of the story :
(i) Camano nak ajar orang mudo baik budi bahaso, kalau yang tuo pun ngalahkan yang mudo bilo bertelagah. dah lah tu mmg sah-sah saloh pakcik tu haa, entah bilo2 kalau orang lain buek mcm tu kek pakcik tu, lagi ribut taufan segalo. mau runtuh bangunan jusco tu haa...
adeih...
laii satu, jangan mudah terpedayo dongan luaran yo, yang pakai elok sopan pun belum tentu sopan percakapan nyo haa...
adeih...

(ii) Vacuum Cleaner Panasonik yang pesen compact tu, nampak mcm sonang nak pakai, bilo dah cubo kek umah, susah la pulak nak menyambung nyo....terkonpius-konpius la haa..yang berus kocik tu, nampak gayo buek perhiasan je la yo, dah tak buleh nak menyambungnyo...

gigih

tahun baru lah katakan
semangat baru pun membuak-buak, katanya
berusaha nak jaga penampilan
sekurangnya untuk kepuasan sendiri, dan suami
nawaitu mesti betul, kan

mula-mula beli set facial care
mmg bagus rasanya
nampak ada sedikit perubahan
yg kusam dah clear sikit
yg kering dah lembab sikit
*sengih sorang-sorang*

pastu tukar shampoo rambut
gigih pakai minyak sebelum tido
katanya untuk kurangkan rambut gugur
tengoklah mcmana

dua perkara dah start
next?
err..we'll see ya
sejauh mana kegigihan ni akan berterusan
harap2 tak give up separuh jalan

fruity friday

morning
after send Jr. to school, i drove to sg penchala for quick bfast. roti telur + teh o suam. alone. bliss.
then, head up to KD. get my pesawat a good shower, after...errrm...more than one month i think.
(eewwww....)
after my pesawat cleaned up, i rushed to The Strand, for facial appointment here.
i chose Fruit package. yummeh. good smell, good massage and good sleep. they used orange, grape & banana (if i smell correctly). afterall, i think it worth my every ringgit. surely will be my fav treatment spot from now.
*suka suka suka*

afternoon
again i rushed to pick up Jr. That facial session took more than an hour. Refreshed.
then i took Jr. along to lunchdate with my blogger buddies. today we met Aliya & her son, layth for first time, my now-neighbor Mdm Afidah & Puan Ninazan yg sgt busy. Aliya is here for summer holiday (aussie and its opposite season)
Jr. was fine, i'm quite surprise. He played with Nael & Aidan but he made Layth cried. =(
Anyway that was way too good for me already. No vomit, no scream.
*yayye! high five ummar* so next time we'll do this little outing thingy more often ya sayang.

evening
once i reached home, my houseworks were waiting.
gosok baju> kemas>membebel>ambik kain dari washing machine>membebel>jemur baju dalam bilik (it's rainy day again today)>sambung kemas>membebel>masak>hidang>makan>basuh pinggan>mop lantai>mandikan anak>sambung kemas>flat.

there goes a friday of mine.

btw #1, i bought shampoo & scalp emulsion & hair oil from that salon today. cuba DIY kat umah dulu. okay kalu...boleh proceed beli full set & treatment.
Ya Allah, murahkan rezeki ku...amiin...

btw #2, we havent decided our plan for tomorrow. susah jgk eh. bila ada kelapangan nk gi jenjalan sikit, idea la plak tadak..

Laailaahailla anta, subhanakainni kuntu minazzholimiin...

first weekend

earlier we planned to go to JB tis weekend, we tagging Mr for his business short trip but it's cancelled so we better find out a new plan. a short breakaway.

so it's time to "Tanyalah Encik Google" tonite.

tadi, i got myself a new facial starter pack. sebenarnya pegi ke salun tu nak tanya pasal hair treatment tapik disebabkan rega nya yg agak ekstrem (according to my budget) maka niat nak buat hair treatment tu di pospone kan lah dulu. dan untuk memujuk hati sendiri, i reward myself with their facial set. plus, facial appointment at their place tomorrow. *wink* bijak...bijak, no?

so now, it's time to tonyoh and tenyeh apa yg patut di muka ku. mungkin besok jadi muka my cousin, angie !
heh.

pengsan suami ku kalau wife dia jadik mcm ni

agak

agak frust
...when i found out my lil boy took some toys from his kindy, hide them in his blue thomas bag
...i tot he got this rule clearly {never ever take home anything that not belong to him. never. ever.} since he has stopped that habit for some time already.
...tho the school teacher not bother about it at all when i called her to inform, but that guilt feeling un-detached.

agak frust
...when i have to deal with situation; a (dedicated) teacher scold my son to follow instruction. right in front of me. i mean, she shouted and hit a little.
...while i couldn't do anything but listen and watch. sungguh torturing dlm hati.
...while my son was screaming in frustration.
...i know that probably because he was sleepy, tired, exhausted so he threw more tantrums.
...i know therapy session in the afternoon after school maybe not a wise arrangement but we have to make schedule anyway.
...and i know tht teacher did it for his good sake.

but, it's quite frustrating.

okay lah, let's blame the hormone.

=(

the proud builder & his Taro Tower

twenty eleven

it's another year...
...and i just created another blog here
just for the sake of having some fun tweaking
...and i love pretty things
and for the spirit of blogging...
...i imported my old post from another blog to here, perhaps tht's more exciting

i love tis blog, for now.

xoxo