risau

about my mom

i have prepared, i guess. but now i am not
i pity her, i've tried all the best i could
and now, my best seems not enough
i dun want to regret
as i regret about my farewell with my dad
it's dredging

i'm collecting my best guts
to say the best i could offer
and to do the best i could

life is bitter
when we (almost) know that we are losing

:'(