ramadhan dream

we are now in the third phase
and im starting to feel the real "heat"
of trying to get THE BEST moments of tis beautiful month
and to make the best effort, as best as possible.

everybody is talking about Laylatul Qadr, the  Night of Decree
i too, share the same dream
but somewhere deep inside i feel ashamed
for i believe, that special moments of the special night reach to chosen people
whose hearts are pure
and im afraid, i am not.

but i do thank Allah, for this bountiful rahmah
for giving me chance
to learn and to repent.

may Allah keep me steadfast on the right path.
and take away riak from my heart.